Two months into our relationship you once asked me how much I loved you and I just said “From here”. You didn’t get it and you got mad and thought I was playing around.
Breaking up after almost two years together, I sent you a message 6 months later saying “To Here”.
You still didn’t get it.
Tell me, have you ever loved somebody?
I bet the answer is yes.
But, tell me, have you ever loved somebody, one-sided?
That no matter how hard you try, in the end,
it doesn’t change the fact that they can’t love you back
the way you want them to.
If your answer is no,
then don’t say that you understand,
because, you don’t.
You don’t understand the hurt I have gone through.
You don’t understand the bitterness I feel.
You don’t understand the sorrow or the pain.
You don’t understand a thing. Anything.
So, until the day when you have to force yourself to smile
for that one person you love and say “I’m happy for you.”
Until that day, don’t say that you understand.
Because, clearly, you don’t.
And you will never do.